20160507

Darkly Noon

It’s hot,
         very hot!
Summer and the steam never inspired me,
so,
   now,
even the words are being melted out of my mind,
my fingers sweat all over my computer keyboard.
There isn’t enough water and ice to cool my body,
the jazzy Central Park on the background refreshes the air,
and the poet is having that rainy feeling again,
with thoughts of winter
                                and some miracle snow.
He doesn’t want to go anywhere,
the world is no longer a safe place!
He incarcerates himself in his muggy apartment;
and hope floats,
floats the words around his fingers.
                            Nothing comes to mind,
the dust seats on the screen,
and insists in solitaire of repetitions...
The game is mystified with my own mood,
so,
    through the cards contends the poet,
            walkabout,
strike a key,
go further,
    write a little more,
it is not only this mortal silence;
the phone won’t ring as well.
Therefore,
   only dreams yet to come will end his pain,
to once more conclude that what you want,
       does not want you,
and not always you will get what you think you want,
perhaps an old song,
so the controversy of life may proceed.
Formerly again the sun rises,
and of he goes,
yes,
poets work as well…
he takes his steps through the Babylon streets of Queens;
the number 7 train;
hours of business,
                    lunch hour.
Again and again,
                     walks amidst the same yesterday’s people,
takes the same train,
breathe the same air,
share the same rushing moments,
                                            however,
expectancy is the strength that lingers,
binding to the next moment.
And against all odds,
he tries to make it distinctively,
breathing positively,
                    looking up.
And so,
one day,
from up there,
                looking down,
a miracle,
another day will be revealed with unique words,
and life will tell the story of today’s toil,
no more steps of sole moments.
May the rain fall,
and the heat wave reign all July;
because,
there,
at his window,
the poet looks to his side,
    grasping his dream,
smiling the winter yet to come.